Not a secret but something that you could not share...

Hurm.. as the title goes.. I wonder how do you guys & gals out there vent your emotions, thoughts or whatever but not like publicly on your blog or as secretly as having a locked diary?.. Cos I do believe, there's things that we can share and also things that we couldn't..

I'm not a fan of writing a diary.. I rather type everything!!.. but I don't want it to be in my blog as well.. cos I really need to vent things out ... and I don't like to share it with either my family, spouse or friends.. complicated right?

Lalalalalalala.. I had a lot of things to write actually, but I just could not do it over the net..

Ideas.. ideas.. please come!!

BTW, tomorrow is Aidiladha..

I will be celebrating with my in-laws for this Raya..

Both my sisters are going to celebrate with our parents..

Kind of touchy cos I didn't celebrate Aidilfitri with them this year cos it was their turn to celebrate with their in-laws and it happen that it was a turn for us the not-so newlyweds to celebrate with my parents.. waaaa.. I'm a bit sad.. but it's ok..

Guess, this is married life after all..

I have this situation whereby, I didn't call my parents that much..

It's not that I have issues with them..

It's just that, we do not know what we want to talk about..

Normally, I would just text them..

and if there's problems my father would text me and ask how to solve things or he would inform me if he had gone somewhere else than home..

If there's miscalled than I would callback.. and it's vise versa..

is it weird not to call your parents?

cos my husband was about to nag me for not calling..

then I said I've text my parents

And I never heard my parents complaining on us not calling.. us is me and my sisters..

However, my mom would asked why your sisters is not coming home or myself..

then I would say it's because the kids (my nieces) had to be in school, got exams or they were overseas for school holidays (depending on which is which lor) .. 

And as for me.. it has been always because of work.. Cos I'm a customer service officer.. I work on shifts.. My off day & rest day are not Saturday & Sunday.. instead it was and is random and may not be 2 days in a row.. I may have off day on Tuesday and another on Sunday.. I have no work life balance.. for the past 3 years or so.. It's all because of the cost of living in Selangor&KL.. it is so high and work in a normal working hour means your salary is lesser.. I'm a slave to the money.. terrible right? hurm.. well that's life as it is.. at least that's what I told myself.. it wouldn't be easy..

So, just be patient and pray a lot...

this entry are quite long.. suddenly all the ideas are pouring like a tap water..

hope I didn't bore you guys/gals..

think I'm going to call my parents tomorrow..

hope that I managed to talk at least 5mins with them..

:)))

Last but not least am..

Wishing all Muslims worldwide 

Happy Aidiladha...