Why??..

I have lots of emotion at the moment

One of it is frustration..

I do not understand why when we are being honest

People will take advantage on us???

Haish! Wish that I was not that sensitive

But I AM!!!

To those who take it for granted.. please bear in mind that whatever u did to others..

U will soon get it BACK!!!

Raya with siblings & nieces

Last Sunday.. my sis Ina came over to our house for Raya

I didn't cook anything as we are going for lunch at our Big sis place..

Where else?.. Persada...

We went there and I was going upstairs looking for fat Muffin

(forgot to take a snap of him)

Then.. we had our lunch and chat chatting

It was fun to hang out...

One of the cousin mistakenly ate lizard egg...ewww

We assumed that maybe he thought the egg was tic tac

hahahah...

From left: BIL, big sis, khairina, iffa, sarah, Sis Ina & Izaq

Baby Rania

after lunch syndrome... drowsy~

my hubby

Izaq.. the cousin who ate lizard egg...

A place for my head

Today is my bad hair day!!!

I felt very DOWN today

Wish that you were here..

At least you could listen to me whining..

Suddenly, it all came back to me...

How you promised that you will look after me..

I so miss you... 

If you were here.. I knew that you will make see things at a different perspective..

I wouldn't cry and not knowing what to do..

It hurt me to think that I had to live my life without you..

Al-Fatihah

May you rest in peace...

I'M tense at the max..

why on earth I couldn't upload images in the blog using google chrome or mozilla firefox?

Is it browser problem??

please help me!!

Jom jw kuiz.. lame dah xbuat nih..

1. Bekas kekasih saya adalah :

:: org yg anda xknal..so xyah jwb ::

2. Saya sedang mendengar :

:: en suami mbebel..dgr ke?!!!.. ::

3. Mungkin saya patut:

:: belasah jek org yg mbebel itu..sy xske lelaki mbebel!!! ::

4. Saya suka :

:: tdo..lepak2 dgn famili & kwn2.. ::

5. Sahabat-sahabat baik saya :

:: adelah mereka2 yg jarang sy jumpe atau kol.. tp sentiasa ade utk sy xkire ssh atau senang ::

6. Saya tak paham :

:: kenape perlu manusia tlalu mgejar dunia?..kekal ke? ::

7. Saya kehilangan :

:: sahabat baik sy di bln Ramadhan 2002 ::

8. Ramai yang berkata :

:: sy nmpk mcm budak2.. ^_^ ::

9. Makna nama saya :

::  Miza = bseri2.. kakak sy yg ke 2 ckp.. betul ke? ::

10. Cinta itu adalah :

:: hanya utkNYA ::

11. Di suatu tempat, seseorang sedang :

:: hisap rokok..kate demam..haish~ ::

12. Saya akan cuba :

:: mcr diri sy dan ape tujuan hidup sy ::

13. Ayat SELAMANYA membawa maksud :

:: sesuatu yg kekal ::

14. Telefon bimbit saya :

:: tidak lg spenting dlo (org yg slalu kol & sms dh jd osmet sy..hahaha) ::

15. Bila saya terjaga dari tidur :

:: bgn n gsk gigi..pas2 br tgk jam.. ::

16. Saya paling meluat apabila :

:: org yg gedik, manje xbtmp, ske menipu & ckp besar.. list berterusan......::

17. Pesta/Parti adalah :

:: adelah tdk sesuai utk sy.. benci dgn bunyi bsg.. ::

18. Haiwan yang paling comel yang saya pernah temui ialah :

:: tupai...::

19. Peringkat umur yang paling menyeronokkan bagi saya ialah :

:: mase umur 16 thn .. ::

20. Hari ini :

:: pegi umah akak beraye & mlps rindu pd ank2 sdare serta muffin yg gebu (muffin adelh seekor arnab) ::

21. Malam ini saya akan :

:: melangut didepan lappy sbb ade org tgk EPL.. sggh BOSAN::

22. Esok pula saya akan:

:: cube mguatkn smgt utk bkeje ::

23. Saya betul-betul inginkan :

:: keserderhanaan dlm semua perkara ::

24. Ketika saya lihat wajah saya di hadapan cermin pagi ini :

:: sy xtgk cermin pg ini ::

25. Antara pusat membeli-belah atau arked permainan saya memilih:

:: membeli-belah!! ::

26. Antara makanan Barat atau Jepun saya memilih:

:: xkisah la ::

27. Antara bilik yang terang atau gelap saya memilih:

:: gelap.. dpt tdo lena ::

28. Makanan segera adalah :

:: sedap wlupon byk MSG ::

29. Ayat terakhir yang anda katakan pada seseorang?

:: ape yg ayg ckp td?? ::

30. Siapa yang saya hendak Tag?

:: en suami ::

.....

It's been a while since my last update..

Today is already the 8th Syawal..

Raya was ok.. we celebrated it as a husband & wife at my hometown..Kuantan

It was only 4 of us

Mom, Dad, Me & Hubby...

It was different.. without the others..

:)))

Kuah kcg & ketupat nasi is a must menu...

my favourite!!

 our first Raya as hubby & wifey..

To all, Happy Eid Mubarak!!!

02/09/10

"Brainstorming"

Today after "sahur", I've decided not to sleep..

I fold the clothes that I wash 2 days back..

played bejewelled in facebook

chat with 2 friends..

we were chatting about online business...

hurm... below are some of the suggestions

1. clothes

2. handbags

3. brooch

4. shawl

5. lingerie

6. become a photographer (this is not an ONLINE bus!)

Suggestions 1,2,3, 4 is done by a lot of ppl..

no 5 is not such a good idea..

who would buy lingerie online? at least I wouldn't

suggestion 6.. hurm.. it was only a hobby.. never thought of it for an income

furthermore, I do not have skills to become a photographer..

then another friend was suggesting me to further study and take a programming course

I was told to at least learned 5 programming language

VB.net, MYSQL, PHP, ASP.net & cobol

I felt like...aaarrrrrggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!

It has been 6 years since I got my diploma..

How could I learned the 5 language at this age?

well, patience is virtue....

he asked me to make a system that can upload, download & print

I then asked him "could you be specific?"

then he wants to arrange a breakfasting... to talk over..

ohhh.. he is damn SERIOUS...

could I do it?...

I mean, I've never worked in IT field after graduation... &^#@@#^^$!!!!

Hope that this could be a starting point of  new career... May God bless & guide me....

Amin

Signing off

01/09/10

it's the 22nd day of Ramadhan!!

another 8 days and hello Raya :)

am so lazy to update my blog ..

cos i do not have any idea on what to blog about

(and wonder if there's reader)

huhuh~

It is my first Ramadhan as a wife and daughter-in-law

the experience was blessed..

Thanks to Allah for allowing me to  have another Ramadhan..

Breakfasting was always at home with en. Suami..

sometimes we went to baram (bazaar Ramadhn) if I was lazy to cook..

but, home cook foods is better and satisfying..

Yesterday, my MIL came to our house for the 1st time..

she came along with my BIL and a teacher who stays with her..

The menu was "Patin tempoyak", "sambal sotong", "kerang msk kicap" & "ikan selar goreng"..

and for desert we had "bubur jagung"..

after breakfast we went for our terawikh prayer..

I forgot to snap a pic as I was busy preparing the dishes..

will try to snaps pics for future entry..

signing off